Friday, April 30, 2010

After Years of Seminary Formation

After 10 years of seminary formation, the time has come for me to be sown back to the field. It is now the time to put into practice what I have studied and to live the theories of my learning.

Indeed, I realize that priesthood as a ministry of God is and was never been a profession to be enjoyed but a mystical response to the call of the Divine; thus it is a vocation to be lived. Ang pagpapari ay hindi hanap-buhay, kundi pag-bibigay buhay. It is never been a work to fulfilled but a service to be delivered. It is never been a social status to be pleasured with but a social sacrifice to be persevered.

As I commit to this life that God called me to be, I have to forget a lot of who am I. The life that I am going to live is a life of total self-giving and because I need to give, at times, it is hurting.

The life that I am going to live is a life of constant purification of my human desires and instincts, and because I need to be purified for God, at times, it is relenting.

The life that I am going to live is a life of constant understanding and forgiving and because I need to forgive to bring people closer to God, at times, it is disturbing.

The life that I am a going to live is a life of love and because I need to love the way the Good Shepherd loves, at times, it is sacrificing.

More importantly, the life that I am going to live is a life of prayer and sanctification and because I need to pray to sanctify the lives of my flock, at times, it is uninteresting.

Notwithstanding, even if how uninteresting that life will be, as a priest I should pray for my flock. Only a holy priest can make a holy flock. And in order for the priest to be holy, he needs the prayer of his flock. Please pray for priests and seminarians; please do continue to pray for us. If we could have holy priests in our midst, we will have a holy world to live.

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